MIAH LE RÊVE

Credit: @awelewacharles_ Twitter It's been peaceful these past months,  My tempest of emotions is calm,  it finally feels like I'm breathing again. I've found solace in myself and the idea of living, yes this is what I want.  I've received the promises and seen visions of what lies ahead. A drop in the ocean, a glimpse into the future; awaiting the day it comes to fruition  How, when, and where? These thoughts cloud my head Don't miss the signs he says, that's your mission.  I open my ears and pray with my eyes open to see clearly, But I think I've clogged my tear ducts. Hence, the reason for these eye aches. I've listened too keenly, my ears are flooded with wax. Need to open the floodgates as soon as possible,  Need a break from everything.  A journey into a mental trance. Too tired to dream, pray or sleep.  I just need some days off, I'll be back I promise. 

Love and losses  Plagues and curses  Life and phases  Resilience and praises  Stages and places Race and phases Hades and hazes  Strays and mazes  X and Os Friends and foes Men and hoes Girls and gold  X and Os Friends and foes Found solace in the trench holes Interacting with fellow lost souls  Seeking peace to make me whole. I guess that's the goal.  They said I was too young to understand, I laughed  They said time will heal the pain, they lied Don't let them see how you feel, I smiled In my closet, when no one's watching, I cried Too many times I gave up,  I died Looking alive and breathing but into depression I slide Anxious, suicidal but can't let it out, rather I sighed Who's gonna save me now? I cried  No one could answer me , they hide Slowly drifting deeper, I glide.  How are you? She asked. I'm fine as always, I lied. They wonder where I went to, they searched. Stop looking for the old me, I died....